I did say inside and out. I like many others have had issues with self esteem and personal problems. These have bogged me down and made me feel inadequate as a person, mother, wife and friend. There have been really low periods of my life.
I am not sure when it started but at some period of time I decided yes I may have issues with self esteem but everyone does. I found that I decided I am awesome and can do anything I set my heart on doing. This is when things turned for me.
I started back at school to finish my degree. It is not really fun going back to school at 40. I am now pretty thankful I did it. I have three classes left until my degree is done.
I am not perfect and no one is I think that is why I am OK with me. Once I stopped being so critical of me or anyone else all the time I found I felt better about myself .
I have been told by many that I am inspiring to them. This makes me a little nervous to be someones inspiration. I really only want to worry about me and not inspiring others. They always want to know who I did it aka what was my secret. There are no secrets, you just need to believe in yourself.
I still struggle with self esteem and other issues but as long as I struggle less and less than I consider that a victory.
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